How in the hell do you spell that anyway? Or maybe it's not even an official word and it doesn't matter. Anyway, the point is, hi y'all! Life has been crazy madness and uber boring all at the same time. I haven't emailed my mother in weeks or my best friend either...they are about to disown me I do think. Eek.
Randomness....Anywho, on this weekend's list is to write my next to last post about our hizzot weekend. Yum. I have a lil something from the lovely Babe Lincoln to write about as well. There are new pics around here somewhere unless my laptop ate them. My vibrator is broken...or else all the double A batteries that we own are dead...not Mr. Buzzy, but my second favorite one that I was going to use last night...boo. Mr. Buzzy needs replacing...he sounds like a mac truck and it kinda breaks the mood, and the fucking sound barrier. Awwww, I just got a text from Mr. Man who is at the gym...he said "I need to fuck you again soon...the sex gets better every time". That made me grin. After 15 years together, I think that's very cool.
Ok, enough disjointedness. I just woke up with a massive crick in my neck and a slight hangover. Thought I'd say hi. Have a kick ass weekend!
xoxo,
Bella
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
A quickie from the ladies room.
Back to regularly scheduled reading of blogs & writing of posts soon!
Xoxo,
Bella
Friday, July 23, 2010
curled
Hope is the feeling we have that the feeling we have is not permanent. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960
Thursday, July 22, 2010
my second foursome in two days
It's been a rather tough week for various reasons and perhaps because of that, I'm in another one of my "I've lost the sexy" stages. But, in spite of my temporary misplacing of the sexy, I did find my panties damp after reading C-Man's account of foursome number 2 on our weekend o' fun times.
I'm finding that now that it's been several days and I've stepped back into the "real world", that it feels like a dream. I wonder if it really happened at all. I know it did but its still surreal and bizarre and fucking great. And I want to do it again. I'm finding it quite interesting to read C-Man and M's account of how it all went down, what was going on in their heads, what they were feeling, thinking, wanting, hoping, nervous about. All of the psychology of this stuff is so intriguing to me.
The window makeout session C-Man describes? Hot as hell. It never occurred to me that I was flashing my ass cheeks to the entire street below. Hmmmm. Nice. And how about dude's ultra smooth move? He went all Rico Suave on me and I took the bait like a champ. I love love love love love that kissing, making out, groping through and under clothes stage. It's so primal and delicious and passion building. And doing it in a window of a hotel room with the very real possibility of being seen? Hizzot.
You know what the most awkward thing about it all was? Even though we knew what was going to happen, it was still so hard to "schedule" each play session. I mean, I didn't know what to say. "Hey guys, are y'all ready to fuck again? Meet me in my room in 10 minutes." It was just such an odd thing. I found it impossible to look C-Man and M in the face and just point blank say that. Which is just ridiculous considering what we were all doing together that weekend. And so we used that lovely invention, the text message to ease that particular awkwardness a bit.
I'm thinking I want to buy some corsets now....M's are so very pretty and sexy and feminine. It was such a sexy surprise to find that under her shirt. But yeah, I was having some trouble with all those damn hooks. Hah! Do you guys stress about how you're going to get a girl's bra off without looking like a dork? I kinda get that now.
C-Man's account of feeling a bit left out of the action at one point was interesting for me to read. And yeah, I did pick up on that, or at least that something was a bit off and so I asked him if he was ok. I didn't mean for him to feel left out at all. Being such a new thing it was kind of a play-it-by-ear situation and just happened that way for a few minutes. But lets set something straight, C-Man is very attractive to me, a total sexy package of a man who knows how to touch a woman, lick a woman, caress a woman. I am, was, will be, still am, interested babe! You rawk my sawks ya know.
Fucking him while being on top was so damn good. We seemed to fall into a quick hard frantic rhythm that worked. I will say, I am curious to experiment with him being more dominant towards me, as that is something I've been into trying for a while and I think/hope we'll get the chance to delve into that scene in the future. Finding someone who is into that, who you trust, are attracted to, etc. isn't the easiest thing to do, or at least hasn't been in my experience and I'm so new to it that I don't really even know where to begin. But he and I seem to be on the same page with it. so bring it on!
Um yeah, M and Mr. Man? What.The.Hell. She is the energizer bunny when it comes to sucking cock. Not that anyone was complaining! Watching them was pretty cool I have to say. More than cool. Smoking hot rather. It was so erotic to watch M make my husband cum. Over and over again I might add. Erotic. That's exactly the word to describe it. I couldn't get enough of watching his face while she pleasured him. It was fascinating. All of it was surreal but that particular aspect was especially so. I can't even explain the sensation properly.
One of my favorite things from the weekend? Entertaining C-Man's cock with my mouth and hands. There's just something about the power a woman has over a man while she has his dick in her mouth isn't there? I'll admit, I was super nervous about it at first. What if I didn't do it the way he liked it? I mean, I've seen M's mad skilz...sheesh. So I was quite pleased that he did like it, that I could make him feel good in that way. I know I keep using the word surreal, but being between another man's legs, looking up from that position into the eyes of someone who is not your husband to see how he reacts to what you're doing, watching another man cum from the pleasure you just gave him? Yeah, that was surreal for me. I have to add this as well...I don't think its a secret that I'm not a swallower. Its something I'm working on and would like to be able to do and enjoy but I'm just not there yet. I have a bitchin' gag reflex that I'm trying to conquer. C-Man and I had talked about this issue prior to our weekend 'o fun and he was SOOOOO perfectly polite and smooth and warned me before he came so I could handle it as I wished. I appreciated that immensely and he was such a gentleman about it.
And so, Round 2 was a hot sexy success. I feel quite lucky and happy that Mr. Man and my first experience together with another couple was so great. And I think Mr. Man and C-Man were feeling quite happy and lucky with the threesomes they each had with us sex-crazed girls the next night. Lucky bastards.
Goodnight.
xoxo,
Bella
I'm finding that now that it's been several days and I've stepped back into the "real world", that it feels like a dream. I wonder if it really happened at all. I know it did but its still surreal and bizarre and fucking great. And I want to do it again. I'm finding it quite interesting to read C-Man and M's account of how it all went down, what was going on in their heads, what they were feeling, thinking, wanting, hoping, nervous about. All of the psychology of this stuff is so intriguing to me.
The window makeout session C-Man describes? Hot as hell. It never occurred to me that I was flashing my ass cheeks to the entire street below. Hmmmm. Nice. And how about dude's ultra smooth move? He went all Rico Suave on me and I took the bait like a champ. I love love love love love that kissing, making out, groping through and under clothes stage. It's so primal and delicious and passion building. And doing it in a window of a hotel room with the very real possibility of being seen? Hizzot.
You know what the most awkward thing about it all was? Even though we knew what was going to happen, it was still so hard to "schedule" each play session. I mean, I didn't know what to say. "Hey guys, are y'all ready to fuck again? Meet me in my room in 10 minutes." It was just such an odd thing. I found it impossible to look C-Man and M in the face and just point blank say that. Which is just ridiculous considering what we were all doing together that weekend. And so we used that lovely invention, the text message to ease that particular awkwardness a bit.
I'm thinking I want to buy some corsets now....M's are so very pretty and sexy and feminine. It was such a sexy surprise to find that under her shirt. But yeah, I was having some trouble with all those damn hooks. Hah! Do you guys stress about how you're going to get a girl's bra off without looking like a dork? I kinda get that now.
C-Man's account of feeling a bit left out of the action at one point was interesting for me to read. And yeah, I did pick up on that, or at least that something was a bit off and so I asked him if he was ok. I didn't mean for him to feel left out at all. Being such a new thing it was kind of a play-it-by-ear situation and just happened that way for a few minutes. But lets set something straight, C-Man is very attractive to me, a total sexy package of a man who knows how to touch a woman, lick a woman, caress a woman. I am, was, will be, still am, interested babe! You rawk my sawks ya know.
Fucking him while being on top was so damn good. We seemed to fall into a quick hard frantic rhythm that worked. I will say, I am curious to experiment with him being more dominant towards me, as that is something I've been into trying for a while and I think/hope we'll get the chance to delve into that scene in the future. Finding someone who is into that, who you trust, are attracted to, etc. isn't the easiest thing to do, or at least hasn't been in my experience and I'm so new to it that I don't really even know where to begin. But he and I seem to be on the same page with it. so bring it on!
Um yeah, M and Mr. Man? What.The.Hell. She is the energizer bunny when it comes to sucking cock. Not that anyone was complaining! Watching them was pretty cool I have to say. More than cool. Smoking hot rather. It was so erotic to watch M make my husband cum. Over and over again I might add. Erotic. That's exactly the word to describe it. I couldn't get enough of watching his face while she pleasured him. It was fascinating. All of it was surreal but that particular aspect was especially so. I can't even explain the sensation properly.
One of my favorite things from the weekend? Entertaining C-Man's cock with my mouth and hands. There's just something about the power a woman has over a man while she has his dick in her mouth isn't there? I'll admit, I was super nervous about it at first. What if I didn't do it the way he liked it? I mean, I've seen M's mad skilz...sheesh. So I was quite pleased that he did like it, that I could make him feel good in that way. I know I keep using the word surreal, but being between another man's legs, looking up from that position into the eyes of someone who is not your husband to see how he reacts to what you're doing, watching another man cum from the pleasure you just gave him? Yeah, that was surreal for me. I have to add this as well...I don't think its a secret that I'm not a swallower. Its something I'm working on and would like to be able to do and enjoy but I'm just not there yet. I have a bitchin' gag reflex that I'm trying to conquer. C-Man and I had talked about this issue prior to our weekend 'o fun and he was SOOOOO perfectly polite and smooth and warned me before he came so I could handle it as I wished. I appreciated that immensely and he was such a gentleman about it.
And so, Round 2 was a hot sexy success. I feel quite lucky and happy that Mr. Man and my first experience together with another couple was so great. And I think Mr. Man and C-Man were feeling quite happy and lucky with the threesomes they each had with us sex-crazed girls the next night. Lucky bastards.
Goodnight.
xoxo,
Bella
Saturday, July 17, 2010
the other couple's pov
I recommend that you go here for the lovely and gorgeous M's take on our first time together and first foursome. Isn't she the sweetest???
Then after reading that, you MUST go here for C-Man's very sweet and hilarious version. Seriously, this guy makes me smile.
And this picture has nothing to do with either post, except to mention that everyone had very nice breath. Always a good thing.
Then after reading that, you MUST go here for C-Man's very sweet and hilarious version. Seriously, this guy makes me smile.
And this picture has nothing to do with either post, except to mention that everyone had very nice breath. Always a good thing.
Friday, July 16, 2010
let's talk about the sex. finally. Part III
So where was I? Oh yes, all is going well, we get along, we like each other, easy conversation happening, nice meal, etc etc. But now the awkwardess kicks in. As we are all sitting in the living room talking about...god, I don't even remember what we were talking about, normal chit-chatty stuff I guess...I'm thinking, how do I get these people to stop the madness and get naked together? Why this task fell to me, I'm not sure. But it did. I mean, we all knew they didn't fly hundreds of miles to sit around discussing the differences between northerners and southerners or the weather.
You know how your grandma used to round up the kids at family dinners? "Ok, kids, dinner is ready, y'all come on now!" That's kind of what I did. I say something to the effect of "I'm going to the bedroom, you all can join me if you want". Note to C-Man: I know your memory is like a freakin' movie camera so feel free to correct me on anything I get wrong.
And you know what? Damned if they didn't follow me into the bedroom! But I mean really, who wouldn't? So now what? Luckily for me at this point I have no shame and so I ask M if I can kiss her. What better way to kick things off than with some girl on girl action right? Next thing you know I AM KISSING A GIRL!!!! And we're giggling a bit and kissing some more. The boys are watching and I'm wondering what they're thinking and wondering if M is liking my mouth on hers because I sure like hers on mine. Its a whirlwind of thoughts in my scattered brain.
M and I break apart and everyone somehow ends up on the bed and honestly, its kind of a blur. Since I know I won't get it right as far as who was with who first, who licked who's pussy first and when, who came first, etc etc, I'm not gonna do a play-by-play so to speak. It was surreal and crazy and a total "I-can't-believe-this-is-happening-this-must-be-a-dream-and-I'm-gonna-wake-up-at-any-second-and-have-to-go-pee" kind of feeling.
One of many things that stick in my mind about that first group fuck session is me looking over at Mr. Man while M is fucking and sucking him. I loved watching his face while another woman pleasured him. And let me tell you something, M has got mad bedroom skilz! Those crazy kids tired me out just watching them! But I digress.
Let's talk about C-Man for a bit shall we? He loves to kiss and is quite good at it. He also loves to fuck and is quite good at that too. The first time he fucked me, he was on top. He's strong and powerful and knows his way around a woman's body. That's the way I would describe sex with C-Man...powerful. I like powerful. And I might just have a wicked grin on my face as I type this. Mr. Man said later how hot it was looking into each others eyes as I was being taken by another man. He's so right. Wow.
We drove our new friends to the hotel that afternoon and we joined them the next day to continue our weekend of debauchery. I do want to write more about the weekend later as there is much more to tell. The dynamic of M and my threesomes with the boys, in separate rooms. How it felt and how I feel about being with another woman. Why and if we'll do this again. Those kinds of things. Make no mistake, the emotional side of all of this is staggering. Luckily for us, they are good emotions in a large part due to finding another couple that we genuinely like as friends, enjoy hanging out with and can talk to about the weather, as well as fuck. The ultimate friends with benefits situation.
Y'all have a sexy weekend!
xoxo,
Bella
You know how your grandma used to round up the kids at family dinners? "Ok, kids, dinner is ready, y'all come on now!" That's kind of what I did. I say something to the effect of "I'm going to the bedroom, you all can join me if you want". Note to C-Man: I know your memory is like a freakin' movie camera so feel free to correct me on anything I get wrong.
And you know what? Damned if they didn't follow me into the bedroom! But I mean really, who wouldn't? So now what? Luckily for me at this point I have no shame and so I ask M if I can kiss her. What better way to kick things off than with some girl on girl action right? Next thing you know I AM KISSING A GIRL!!!! And we're giggling a bit and kissing some more. The boys are watching and I'm wondering what they're thinking and wondering if M is liking my mouth on hers because I sure like hers on mine. Its a whirlwind of thoughts in my scattered brain.
M and I break apart and everyone somehow ends up on the bed and honestly, its kind of a blur. Since I know I won't get it right as far as who was with who first, who licked who's pussy first and when, who came first, etc etc, I'm not gonna do a play-by-play so to speak. It was surreal and crazy and a total "I-can't-believe-this-is-happening-this-must-be-a-dream-and-I'm-gonna-wake-up-at-any-second-and-have-to-go-pee" kind of feeling.
One of many things that stick in my mind about that first group fuck session is me looking over at Mr. Man while M is fucking and sucking him. I loved watching his face while another woman pleasured him. And let me tell you something, M has got mad bedroom skilz! Those crazy kids tired me out just watching them! But I digress.
Let's talk about C-Man for a bit shall we? He loves to kiss and is quite good at it. He also loves to fuck and is quite good at that too. The first time he fucked me, he was on top. He's strong and powerful and knows his way around a woman's body. That's the way I would describe sex with C-Man...powerful. I like powerful. And I might just have a wicked grin on my face as I type this. Mr. Man said later how hot it was looking into each others eyes as I was being taken by another man. He's so right. Wow.
We drove our new friends to the hotel that afternoon and we joined them the next day to continue our weekend of debauchery. I do want to write more about the weekend later as there is much more to tell. The dynamic of M and my threesomes with the boys, in separate rooms. How it felt and how I feel about being with another woman. Why and if we'll do this again. Those kinds of things. Make no mistake, the emotional side of all of this is staggering. Luckily for us, they are good emotions in a large part due to finding another couple that we genuinely like as friends, enjoy hanging out with and can talk to about the weather, as well as fuck. The ultimate friends with benefits situation.
Y'all have a sexy weekend!
xoxo,
Bella
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
you people are so nosy! Part II
So, where was I? Oh yes, the airport. C-Man and M's flight was at least a half hour...EARLY. When does that ever happen? And so, they chilled at the airport until their new slacker swinger friends could get there to pick them up. Sorry guys. Sheesh, that tailwind is unpredictable eh?
Oh, you should probably know that I have the memory of a hammer so I am not great at recalling details. And I'm not sure I want to reveal every single thing anyway, some things I'd like to just keep for us. But anywho, I'll just start writing and see what happens.
We recognized them immediately. I mean, there had been multiple pictures sent back and forth and well, they looked just like..themselves. Cute and sexy and friendly as pie. I'm a hugger so that was my greeting. C-Man was all sly and got some extra long booby presses snuck into his hug. Heh. I'm kidding, that was all my doing. Hugging M was so nice too. This might be a bit weird but she smelled soooooo good. All girly and stuff.
A couple of first impressions...I have to say, M wowed me. She is a stunning beauty. You've seen her hair right? Well it doesn't stop there. She's gorgeous. C-Man has that sporty athletic thing going on that I like and carries himself as such. I immediately noticed his eyes. Stunning blue and y'all I swear, they twinkle at you. Especially when he smiles. I mean, I'd seen plenty of pictures but seeing them both in person was a whole new dimension.
And so we were off. To our house since their hotel check-in wasn't until that afternoon. You should also know that I kind of suck at small talk chit-chat stuff. But fortunately, C-Man is a talkative and funny dude (and have I mentioned cute and sexy yet?) and kept us laughing and at ease from the beginning. At our house we sat around and got to know each other a bit better. Then it was off to lunch at our favorite Mexican restaurant. You know the one, with the super hot waiter that I am dying to touch. That one. Lunch was great and then it was back to the Bella and Mr. Man abode.
There were lots of laughs and easy conversation so I knew that we were going to hit it off on a friendship basis. All that was left was to see if we clicked sexually.
And now, off to work I go....Part III to come. I know y'all hate me for dragging this out but I swear to you I am not doing it on purpose. All I have time for is shorter snippets! And its easier for me to break it up anyway, doesn't overwhelm me as much that way.
By the way, thanks for all the blog love. I am dying to make the rounds to all of your blogs and I will, very soon! You guys are writing some juicy stuff out there!
Have a great day!
xoxo,
Bella
Oh, you should probably know that I have the memory of a hammer so I am not great at recalling details. And I'm not sure I want to reveal every single thing anyway, some things I'd like to just keep for us. But anywho, I'll just start writing and see what happens.
We recognized them immediately. I mean, there had been multiple pictures sent back and forth and well, they looked just like..themselves. Cute and sexy and friendly as pie. I'm a hugger so that was my greeting. C-Man was all sly and got some extra long booby presses snuck into his hug. Heh. I'm kidding, that was all my doing. Hugging M was so nice too. This might be a bit weird but she smelled soooooo good. All girly and stuff.
A couple of first impressions...I have to say, M wowed me. She is a stunning beauty. You've seen her hair right? Well it doesn't stop there. She's gorgeous. C-Man has that sporty athletic thing going on that I like and carries himself as such. I immediately noticed his eyes. Stunning blue and y'all I swear, they twinkle at you. Especially when he smiles. I mean, I'd seen plenty of pictures but seeing them both in person was a whole new dimension.
And so we were off. To our house since their hotel check-in wasn't until that afternoon. You should also know that I kind of suck at small talk chit-chat stuff. But fortunately, C-Man is a talkative and funny dude (and have I mentioned cute and sexy yet?) and kept us laughing and at ease from the beginning. At our house we sat around and got to know each other a bit better. Then it was off to lunch at our favorite Mexican restaurant. You know the one, with the super hot waiter that I am dying to touch. That one. Lunch was great and then it was back to the Bella and Mr. Man abode.
There were lots of laughs and easy conversation so I knew that we were going to hit it off on a friendship basis. All that was left was to see if we clicked sexually.
And now, off to work I go....Part III to come. I know y'all hate me for dragging this out but I swear to you I am not doing it on purpose. All I have time for is shorter snippets! And its easier for me to break it up anyway, doesn't overwhelm me as much that way.
By the way, thanks for all the blog love. I am dying to make the rounds to all of your blogs and I will, very soon! You guys are writing some juicy stuff out there!
Have a great day!
xoxo,
Bella
Sunday, July 11, 2010
did that really happen? yes? wow. Part I.
I'm not even sure where to start with this. I'm going to break this up over multiple posts because I don't think I can write it out all at once. It's a lot to think about, process and internalize so breaking it into pieces seems best. ...Oh hell, what am I talking about? I just really need to get to bed because I have an early morning tomorrow. I'm old and tired people.
Anyway, as you know if you read my prior post, Mr. Man and I had a very sexy, exciting and shall I say, "relationship expanding" weekend. I never thought this sex blogging thing would bring such, um, er, well, sexy stuff, to our lives. I mean really, if you had said "Hey Bella, in a few months you and Mr. Man will be meeting up with another sex blogger couple and fucking them in your own home and then in a hotel that same weekend...you go girl!"...I would have told you to fuck off and throw out those pot brownies.
And yet here I sit the day after, trying to figure out how I'm gonna walk into work on Monday and not scream at everyone "I HAD A FEW FOURSOMES THIS WEEKEND BITCHES!!! OH WAIT, AND A COUPLE OF THREESOMES TOO!!! AND I DID ALL KINDS OF SEXY THINGS..WITH A GIRL!!! BOO-YAH!!!". But I suppose I'll manage to control myself somehow.
I have the other couple's approval to "out them" and so I'll do that now. After a couple of months of many text messages, emails and phone calls, we picked up C-Man and M from the airport on Friday morning...
You know I've gotta stop there for now right? I'm tired and it's late. Oh, and it's thundering. Which has nothing to do with anything except that its distracting me.
Goodnight.
xoxo,
Bella
Anyway, as you know if you read my prior post, Mr. Man and I had a very sexy, exciting and shall I say, "relationship expanding" weekend. I never thought this sex blogging thing would bring such, um, er, well, sexy stuff, to our lives. I mean really, if you had said "Hey Bella, in a few months you and Mr. Man will be meeting up with another sex blogger couple and fucking them in your own home and then in a hotel that same weekend...you go girl!"...I would have told you to fuck off and throw out those pot brownies.
And yet here I sit the day after, trying to figure out how I'm gonna walk into work on Monday and not scream at everyone "I HAD A FEW FOURSOMES THIS WEEKEND BITCHES!!! OH WAIT, AND A COUPLE OF THREESOMES TOO!!! AND I DID ALL KINDS OF SEXY THINGS..WITH A GIRL!!! BOO-YAH!!!". But I suppose I'll manage to control myself somehow.
I have the other couple's approval to "out them" and so I'll do that now. After a couple of months of many text messages, emails and phone calls, we picked up C-Man and M from the airport on Friday morning...
You know I've gotta stop there for now right? I'm tired and it's late. Oh, and it's thundering. Which has nothing to do with anything except that its distracting me.
Goodnight.
xoxo,
Bella
Friday, July 9, 2010
firsts
At the moment, I can't properly write about what transpired today. I'm still processing. However, here's a a few of today's firsts...today I...
xoxo,
Bella
- made out with a girl. and by made out, I mean kissed, fondled, felt her mouth between my legs, played with her breasts and nipples and had the luscious favor returned
- found out for sure that I like girls
- discovered that its sexy hot to watch Mr. Man fuck another woman in bed next to me while I'm being taken by another man
- further confirmed that I like the feeling of another man's hands on me and cock in me
xoxo,
Bella
Monday, July 5, 2010
just playin'
Messing with templates because I'm bored. So don't freak out if you come back here and I have a Smurf theme or something.
Updated to say....Ew, and this one is too busy or bright or something. Will fuck with it some more another time. Watch me end up back where I started with the basic black. Not that you can go wrong with basic black mind you. God, somebody stop me and make me go to bed please.
xoxo,
Bella
Updated to say....Ew, and this one is too busy or bright or something. Will fuck with it some more another time. Watch me end up back where I started with the basic black. Not that you can go wrong with basic black mind you. God, somebody stop me and make me go to bed please.
xoxo,
Bella
from mantle to bedroom
Ok y'all, I'm finally writing about my first experience a few weeks ago with a glass dildo. Aren't you pumped?
I'd seen these very pretty contraptions in porn, online and in sexy stores and always thought they looked like something I'd rather set on the mantle to admire than to play with in and around my naughty bits. They're just so pretty and luscious looking. As my motto is "never say never" and since our friends in NE gifted us with a quite lovely one to try out, well, I did.
Oh. My. God.
Now here's the thing. The timing was great. I was horny, Mr. Man was into it, the stars were aligned. All conditions were a go. The glass is just....yummy. Hard, cold at first, then warms to your body temp. Smooth, sleek, feels soooooo good in my hands and when inserted.
Also, did I mention that it's angled just so? So as to hopefully stimulate that elusive (for me anyway) g-spot. Now I must admit to you dear readers than my g-spot and I have not been the best of friends. That is to say, I wasn't even sure that I HAD one. And let me just ask you more knowledgeable sexy people...if it feels like you are about to spray pee everywhere, is that it???? If not then fuck it. I give up. The dildo hit that spot and it felt a bit uncomfortable at first, like I was going to pee all over the bed, but then I seemed to get over that icky feeling and it felt goooooood.
I'd seen these very pretty contraptions in porn, online and in sexy stores and always thought they looked like something I'd rather set on the mantle to admire than to play with in and around my naughty bits. They're just so pretty and luscious looking. As my motto is "never say never" and since our friends in NE gifted us with a quite lovely one to try out, well, I did. Oh. My. God.
Now here's the thing. The timing was great. I was horny, Mr. Man was into it, the stars were aligned. All conditions were a go. The glass is just....yummy. Hard, cold at first, then warms to your body temp. Smooth, sleek, feels soooooo good in my hands and when inserted.
Also, did I mention that it's angled just so? So as to hopefully stimulate that elusive (for me anyway) g-spot. Now I must admit to you dear readers than my g-spot and I have not been the best of friends. That is to say, I wasn't even sure that I HAD one. And let me just ask you more knowledgeable sexy people...if it feels like you are about to spray pee everywhere, is that it???? If not then fuck it. I give up. The dildo hit that spot and it felt a bit uncomfortable at first, like I was going to pee all over the bed, but then I seemed to get over that icky feeling and it felt goooooood. What also felt good and sent me careening over the edge into a screaming writhing fit of ecstasy, was the inserted dildo in combination with my favoribe vibrator on my clit. That did it for me. The end result? Me in the fetal position panting. That is the sign of a phenomenal orgasm for me.
And so, I/we will be playing with our new toy much more in the future. I do want to get another one for the mantle though. They're just so damn pretty.
xoxo,
Bella
Thursday, July 1, 2010
holiday weekend of useless mental lists, blankness & a backview
Today was my Friday and I don't have to go back to work until fucking Tuesday! I don't know what to do with myself! Mr. Man is off tomorrow as well so we are going to spend the whole day together. Squeeeee! I do love me some Mr. Man time!
As I am prone to do, I make mental lists of all the things I want to get done when I have time off. If a third of the things get completed, someone alert the press because that is most definitely newsworthy. I'm not sure why I even bother to pretend that I'm going to get all my shit done. Just another game I play with myself I guess.
Bella
As I am prone to do, I make mental lists of all the things I want to get done when I have time off. If a third of the things get completed, someone alert the press because that is most definitely newsworthy. I'm not sure why I even bother to pretend that I'm going to get all my shit done. Just another game I play with myself I guess.
You know what's funny? I sit down here with a head full of stuff to say and when fingers hit keyboard, whoosh, it all goes away. Not that it was enthralling material or anything but still. It's frustrating. Although I do have a post brewing about my first experience with a glass dildo. (I'm a late bloomer, what can I say?) Anyway, I used to think that I wanted to be a writer but now that old dream kind of just makes me laugh. I don't think I have the sticktoitiveness or the chutzpah to make that a reality. Which is kind of sad really.
If I were a psychiatrist I would totally be my own case study.
Goodnight.
xoxo,Bella
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